Thursday, April 30, 2009

Its a BOY!

So monday April 27 came and I was so anxious for my ob appointment today was the day I would find out what little one boy or girl was going to change my life. I didn't sleep well I had a feeling deep down that the baby was a boy. I have had the feeling off and on since around 7 weeks pregnant and it wouldn't ease or go away.
So my mom and my two boys headed to Ogden thankful for a nice day for once to make to Utah on safe dry roads. My doc looked and looked and with every sneak peak he did the baby he was sure 97 % positive a little boy. My heart sank I wouldn't be having the little girl I had always dreamed about playing with, dressing up in dresses, buying her dolls, and having the mother daughter bond that I have with my mom. I felt a million emotions the entire day and it was eating me up all inside. I felt so guilty to be so sad that I was lucky enough to become pregnant and carry a baby that millions of women can't and try so hard to and here I was fertile mertile sad because my baby was a healthy little boy. I had a long day, night and next day. I was sitting watching my boys ride there dirt bikes and a thought suddenly I believe from God came to my thoughts.. I had been asking God all day in my head why? Why? why? Then it hit me if I had the chance to pick my others babies gender I would have chose for Treyton to be a girl. Scary as I thought this over how could I possibly live my life without my Treyton. He changed everything about me and my life. He was my little Leonard the twin of the man I loved..I couldn't possibly ever change that or want to change him into a girl in a millions years!
So I had finally an answer I was meant to have this little boy who would come into my life and just like my other boys be meant to be for us as a family me as a mom and a brother and a son. I am happy and at peace with all of it now and ready for him to join us in our family.
Can't wait to hold him my little boy and have him in my life!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

HoPPy EaSter!!

Easter was lots of fun this year we didn't have snow it was an Easter Miracle... it was a little chilly. But for Wyoming it was great weather we finally lucked out getting to the hunts and finding eggs without running in 2 ft. of snow.The boys had lots of fun...Treyton loved dyeing eggs he called it painting them and made lots and lots..we have had lots of egg sandwiches and deviled eggs to munch on.




One of Treytons pretty eggs. We did some at home and Grandmas with foil stickers. They were neat this year!


Surprises from the Easter bunny this year were Kites, Legos, Bubbles and jelly beans. I had fun helping the kids build there lego sets they are fun to build!









Brendan was sick poor guy but still managed to go egg hunting and run out to see what the easter bunny had left him.


Bubbles sticks from the bunny and sunshine!










Run Treyton!







Annual Egg hunt in historic Ft. Bridger. Poor Treyton got confused on what to do when everyone started running he just froze. So strange for our wild boy he didn't care that he only got two eggs he was still happy. Such a good kid! Better Luck next year! Happy Easter and Spring Everyone!

































































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