Meow Mows!

Are family cat got really sick and passed away April 16Th! He is so missed!! Brendan has been so sad checking his grave and talking to him every other day. Little Treyton couldn't sleep in his bed for four days without his bed partner, it was so sad he had to sleep on the couch. Meows loved Leonard and ran from the field when he came home to greet him. He jumped up on him like a dog when he patted his chest, he really loved Leonard and followed him everywhere. We only had Meows five years. He is forever in are hearts and loved!

~Ledger being Silly~

Easter coming has been really fun with our little bubbie! He plays with the plastic eggs for hours. He puts them in the buckets, taking apart and back together and of course throwing them all over.
He also thinks that the bucket is a hat and walks around with it on his head giggling running around! It has made us all giggle!
He is so much fun this year, I am looking forward to Easter egg hunts.

18 months!

I just love my little boy! He is growing up so fast. We are so lucky to have him in our life and be my baby boy, I can't express how happy he makes us all!
He is our little stinker he loves to get into everything and make messes. The garbage, toilet and cabinets are his favorites. We have now locked up just about all of these to keep are house cleaner and him safe.
His favorite past times are:
***Going in rooms and shutting the door...come find me!
***He loves his Lego blocks builds and builds and of course empties the entire bag all over.
***He loves his blanket now he drags it all over the house and hates when I try and wash it and he sees. I have to be sneaky and get it in without him seeing.
***He already is a total boy and loves to be out in the garage with the boys and dad. He has a fit if they go out and leave him in with mom.
***He has figured out how to take his shoes and socks off and is now his favorite thing to do as soon as we get going in the car. He loves all shoes and is always finding new ones to try on. Even if there grandma's, uncle's or dads he loves them all!
***This little guy is a climber. I don't remember the others climbing onto everything. He is so silly to when he gets on top of my coffee table or containers, he makes this loud squeal talking jabber...look at me I'm king of the table. We have to teach him not to climb he has fallen off a few times and gave me and Leonard a heart attack if he was okay. Luckily he has been!!
***Ledger don't care much for kids his age, and is mean to them. We are working on this too, hopefully he comes out of this stage!
***Leonard has taught his to give kisses before bedtime. Its the cutest thing ever sometimes he slimes ya with his tongue and other ones he just puts his head really close and mouth to your cheek! Aww hes so cute!! We love him!!

He is changing so much everyday. Its such a joy to have him and play with I love him so so much and so thankful he is with us as a family!!

I really wish he could stay this age forever!!

Only God Knows Why??

"An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. And whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth."



"These are my footprints,
so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints
never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint,
for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant
for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints,
in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
if you just give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints,
are found on Mommy and Daddy's hearts.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
We'll never truly part."

Only god knows why are babies heart stop beating and chose to leave instead come to be with us as a family. The doctor don't know why I have now had two miscarriages within a year of each other. I am very sad not sure of trying again but need time to heal and move on with life. This baby I saw at 6 weeks tiny and heart beating will always be in my heart as my child even though it didn't make it to earth to be with me maybe someday I will meet in heaven. For now my heart is hurting goodbye my little baby!

St Patricks

My new Leperchaun Mom made! He is so dang cute!


My holiday tree~!
This year came and went so fast I almost missed it! The boys were so excited to go school and see if the Leprechaun's had come to there school. Treyton had made traps in his class hoping to capture one of the naughty green men searching for gold. He came home happy they left some plastic gold and escaped the traps. As for Brendan they hadn't done much but flip the desks over and move on to other classes. I usually do green food and desert but wasn't feeling up to it. Maybe next year. Ledger was cute in his green pants and happy playing on his four wheeler. It was a fun day I love march since my two babies are born then. Spring has started but not the weather yet.
Ready for days of sunshine and warm temperature's!
My mom made the darling Leperchaun guy I just love him to pieces! He is my favorite March decoration!!!

Treyton is 7!!

My sweet Treyton turned seven I can't believe! His birthday is the 11Th exactly four days after Brendan's. It is always a long wait for him now since they got older we have decided to celebrate on there actual birthdays and when brothers comes first it is so hard to wait for your when there so close. Its a big week at our house! He didn't want to invite friends from school he is really shy and just didn't want to have to hand out invites , but he wanted his neighborhood buddies over and buzzed on his bike to deliver those ones. His party theme was Wii Mario cause Luigi rides a dirt bike I tried my best to make a Mario land cake it was fun!
Treyton was very happy that morning ready to open his gifts I set out on the table! He loved his Travis Pastrana toy motorcycle and his Nerf gun thing.
We also got him a new pedal bike that was really neat orange and black with flames his favorite FLAMES!! Plus for his new motorcycle bike he got new decals with his last name on them and number! They already went the rounds on their bikes before the party having a ball! I took him and got balloons and a ty doggie like Brendan's in the afternoon its just not a party without them!It was a great night!

All the kids came later in the evening and we ate Pizza and loads of cake and Icecream. They all ran wild playing Nerf tag with velcro vest that the bullets stick too so when you hit them you win more points! They were having a blast, they also bowled on the Wii. Treyton got lots of cash, cute fox hats, and games for the PS2.Cake stayed in one piece this year which he was glad! After last years. I love love my Treytor Patator!!! Hes such a artistic and hard worker, hope his day was great!

Thankful Thursday!

So I never do Thankful Thursday and really have a lot to be thankful for just too busy and the days go so fast! I have read others thankful Thursday's and decided today I am pretty thankful and wanted it posted!
I have been feeling pretty nauseous and was worried how I was going to take care of my baby, kids and the house etc and feel this sick!
Lucky for me the phenegran I got from my doctor has really helped and I feel halfway normal and very LUCKY and happy!
The house is going normal, I can sew, cook and play with my kids what could be better than that!!
I am thankful for my doctor and medicine today!!!